Thursday, December 23, 2010

Growing up; Moving on?

Looking through the video I've taken at events so far this year...
I've got one pre-Greasy Pig,
Two Band performances,
Two Quidditch clips, 
The winning of homecoming,
and scandalous cheese seduction.
I have of yet, to record the rest of this school year over video and pictures....
I'm going to create one super fabulous movie for the end of the year.
Even though this whole thing should be this massive surprise...
It really will be.
It's not like anyone actually remembers what is going on in these clips.
hahah. I can't wait.


The only reason that I'm all "future" is the fact of reality.
Last night, instead of getting hit with the 'we're all growing up'
I took the next years girls night is going to be a massive reunion.
I'll be the high school baby.
And our oldest will be twenty one.
Most of my friends will be half or close to halfway done.
I'm going to want to see these theatre boys and just get massive hugs.
I'm going to drag these girls with me everywhere,
Re-introducing them to Spoland.
Next year....I'm going to cry. 
In all honesty. 
I will cry.
Because...as silly as it sounds,
I already miss everyone.
Everyone's so gun-ho about getting out of here, 
Taking the soonest flight out of their parents homes,
Into the arms of new adventures and friends.
I'm scared I'm going to be replaced. 
That I'm going to be a mark on their high school memories. 
"Hey look at that girl, we were best friends."
Because...I'm still going to be ranting and raving about them.
And if all goes my way,
I won't loose most of them.
Loosing is included with life.
But I don't plan on loosing all to many.
I love you all so much.


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