Joy.

On occasion I get stuck in the rain.
Get stuck in my car,
And laugh until I cry because I don't want to leave the dry for the wet.
I laugh because, well hey, I know the moment I open that door,
Any sense of warmth is gone.
I laugh after leaving my keys in the ignition.
I haven't laughed harder in a while,
Haven't laughing as joyously,
Haven't laughed as freely,
As I did today.
And although, I don't really know what the future holds.
This morning gave me the thumbs up.
The key to unlock what been messing me up so much.
Why, hello, happiness.
Glad to see you came back around.
Just in time too, I've been really missing you.
I'm done dwelling on heaviness.
Honestly, the silver hair that I pulled on Monday, was a sign.
The joy that I felt in the car was a sign.
The freedom that I keep tasting is a sign.
I'm going to be happy.
I'm going to love change.
I'm going to be well rounded.
I won't say no.
(Unless it's REALLY stupid.)
I won't back down.
I'll give my all.
I'll be the best I can be.
I better get started today, right now!
There isn't a moment to loose.