Instead of you....

This is Day 3.

And honestly, once sevenish hit, I expected to hear from you.

It's becoming routine.

And instead, 

A silly boy texted me,

Talking about swimsuits,

Traveling,

And hookers named "Chocolate Surprise"

Instead of you, 

A silly boy asked me to go to the movies.

I politely said not tonight.

Instead of you,

A silly boy is re-entering my life,

And our conversations don't waver anymore.

They stick to safe topics.

Like summer.

Instead of you,

A silly boy didn't have me in his phone,

And his silly personality just drips from every word that leaves his mind.

And we talk about bad driving habits.

Instead of your drama,

I sorta got to enjoy my evening.

Not saying that hearing from you would've ruined it,

But in ways I know this is how the story will end.

You're going to stop talking to me.

Why would you hold on to a friendship you hold dear.

Because you can't manage to hold on to the good things in your life,

Only the things that tend to tear it down.

So, until you plan on talking to me again.

Which could easily be tomorrow.

Have a beautiful life, sweetie.

In other words: 

Because I don't really want to end on that kind of negative.

Girls day? Check

So. Much. Fun.

Unicorns? Glitter? Awkwardness. Yoohoos? 

Yesyesyes.

Coffee with the Girls, Music Party? 

Ready to be checked off, baby. 

Let's hope so anyway.

:)