Because this week shall reign as hell...

I feel like I owe you an explanation.
I wish that I could relieve you of this.
I wish you'd have called me.
I needed you.
I need you to be there wholeheartedly for her.
I need you to think.
I need you to hear my screams.
I can't hold on to this much longer.
I like your spirit.
I miss you.
I'm crying all the time now.
I need someone to understand.
I like you more and more each day.
I never needed to see you like that.
I'm excited to look at prom dresses with you.
I'm excited for dinner, a dance, and a sleepover.
I don't want you to feel like this.
I want to thank you for that comment about my shoes.
I'm so glad we got to catch up and that I trust you so much.
I'm so glad you trust me.
I don't eat because I can't.
I feel empty.
I hate death.
I hate it.
I hate that despite my smiles it won't leave me alone.
I can only see you when I close my eyes.
I need to hide in an embrace.
I need to lift this heaviness from my heart.
I need to get off this emotional roller coaster.
I'm falling apart.

Friends, I love you more than you could ever know.
And if you need to talk to someone you can always call me.
My phone is always ready to take your call.
I love you so much.
I couldn't have been semi put together like today without you.
<3