Really? Really? and HOMECOMING

Now, I'm actually really excited for this blog.
Why?
Because it deals with boobs.

Now, don't get me wrong, school rules are school rules and you should be covered. I'm honestly for that rule. Just like PDA needs to be kept to a minimum, like the butt touching at the dance Mr and Ms Slow Dancers, yes I saw you. Gross.

But...being texted the day after the dance, and being told to "cover up" next time, and how "degrading" you appeared, isn't welcome. And for one thing, skanks don't dance like me. They dance in the mosh pit section, they aren't jumping and twirling and head banging. That's reserved for the people who are crazy. Like me.

I actually like my boobs thank you. And obviously you like my boobs a little too much because you looked enough for you to ask me to put them away.

Get over it, because you can't even understand in the slightest going to multiple stores to try on close to ten dresses a piece not to fit any because your breasts are too big, but the rest of you is small. GET OVER IT.

In other news, homecoming was interesting...

I got to meet my friends girlfriend.
Got to see how much of a turd he was with her.
It was disgusting.
And my best friend was told that her lover man likes her.
From lover man's mouth.
It will take everything not to verbally say, "I TOLD YOU SO"
But then again, she reads this.
I LOVE YOU. :)

I got to know a couple people better.
My friend is pro at making Italian food.
His mother would like to control everything.

Lover Man's mom makes ridiculous desserts.
And she's just too cute.
Liking limos.
Playing awkward footsie.
Random videos where you can see a thing.

Eating bread like it's a bag of chips.
Singing sesame street and thinking it was a stripper song.

Homecoming 2010 seems to be a success.
Can it be just as eventful for Winter Formal?

Pillows with Arms?

Consider this creepy or not, but arms are wonderful. Day after day I find myself wanting more and more and pair of arms that are warm, and cozy, and like to hold me and less and less of the drama of relationships. Call me crazy, but snuggling and hugs would be the best. too bad I'm to awkward, or he's taken, or he's mormon, or he's  never going to happen.

I need a pillow with arms.

And I'll make millions.

Sold to the girl lonely girl holding herself.

Hey there. 

Thank you. 

You're an angel. 

Honestly. 

I'm so soft centered with a slightly hard outer shell. And you're helping me millions.

And the brilliant thing is I know you're being one hundred percent real.

And even though it's all over text, and you're having a great time where you're at, I have a small percentage of your concentration. 

I've never been so glad.

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Collection of Letters. Set III

Dearheart,
It break me a little inside to watch you open up.
To let your truths come out.
And to find out how much I knew.
I hope you know that I don't plan on abandoning you, and I doubt anyone will.
You're a really sweet guy with all the right intentions.
You'll become just like your dad, you'll be a great father.
And call me crazy, but this last spring is like that cut that when you scratch at it, it bleeds again.
And it makes you deal with all the bleeding and pain again.
But you told us.
and I'm proud of you.
We care about you.

HeyHeyHey
Ever heard the song 'True Love' by Ke$ha and Katy Perry?
It is almost irritating how I've tacked this song onto you.
And though it isn't as bad at that song makes it out to be but...
...You still can't see.
Is this made up or true love?
I suppose it could be anything if we had a shot
I suppose that we could be more than just these thinkers we're playing to be
More then what is physically possible.
Can you just imagine?
Imagine what we could be like if we were together.
Sometimes, I really think about that, and it's beautiful.
You make me incredibly happy.
You're simply being yourself, and I find myself simply being me.
I like it a lot.
I like knowing that you think I look pretty in grandma sweaters, rather than trying for approval.
I like knowing that you're willing to dance with me.
I like knowing that you care.
You're always there for me.
Unless that ungodly 'sport' of yours has your attention.
You're wonderful, and I never want you to change.
Just change the course your on a little.
Change it to align with me.

Hey You.
Thanks for today. You'll never read this, but you've done so much for me.
No seriously, I wouldn't be here without you.
You've put up with me for sixteen godforsaken years.
And you still want me.
Today with you was a lot of fun.
I'm dead exhausted and going out with friends later, but you're wonderful.
You're a great person whom I will look up to for eternity.
Thank you so, so, so much.

Hello, Hello, Hello:
I'm so glad that we matched.
Even though you're going to homecoming tonight with U-High.
And I'm waiting a few weeks for the twenty third to come around.
Who would've known that you're super classy act, and my spin back retro feel would match?
It made me laugh.
We could've been dates.
Which, we're set for.
Look Ma! We match!
hahah. Thank you tea buddy.
You're super adorable and I'm sure the hat looks great!
P.S. The hat does look great. hahah.

Dear Imagination,
Thanks for transitioning the hunky male lead in my dreams.
It's been a beautiful change.

Dear Love,
Thank you for hearing me out.
It made me happier all night.
We're ridiculous, and I don't really know where I'd be without you.
I adore us. :]